[speckled wood]

Butterflies were my first love from when I was four years old and dominated my childhood. I am very much a loner and I am truthfully happiest when I am alone, been through a couple of failed relationships but eventually learned that I am not livable with! Very much get fixated on things and will spend hours reading up on a single subject that has got my attention, but never really fully comprehending it! I worked on the railways for many years but lost my job through deafness in 2002, this devastated me as I loved working on the railway and the fact that it allowed me to easily travel to places to see butterflies. Luckilly I kept my concesionery rail travel. I went into a deep depression when I lost my job only thing that held me together was my love of nature and discovery of local glowworm colony (12 miles from home) which gave me an excuse to cycle out every night in July 2002 and since counting them. Have recently been diagnosed as having a form of Aspergers Syndrome which explains a lot of things.