Oh I understand now, it was sarcasm.
I'm really not wanted at all, Yes in the deep recesses off my PM box there are only distant echoes, a brief reminder of what might have been.
Pleasant conversations over a drink or two, exciting debate between worthy adverseries, witty banter among true friends, even the premise of a far off love affair with a faceless user whose promises and gentle conversation stir me to smile and crave the warmth of a far off passion.
I'll retire from this thread now, to face a cruel world, a world I cannot comprehend or desire, a world where for me, friendship and companionship has no meaning.
I'm going now.
PS. PMs of sympathy gratefully accepted.