I'd firstly like to say thanks for all the replies, good advice from everyone which I am going to take on board.
After some careful thought I am going to see a careers adviser and weigh up all my options and try to make a realistic decision as to what to do next as I feel my next decision will decide my future.
I can' t keep doing what I am doing and I refuse to get a job in a warehouse somewhere (what's the point) so I need a change. Some of your comments especially this from roseStone "Wildlife photography is, for me, the jewel at the end of a week or holiday that I look forward to and I want to keep it that way".
I recently went to devon with my family, while they relaxed all I wanted to do was go and find some great locations with my camera. I went out one morning and said i'l be back later I must have walked all day in a place called Dawlish Warren and did not return until it got too dark. That place is great for wild birds and even Pony's and also its right on the coast with a nearby harbour, I dont know if anyone has been there but it's well worth it.
I already have a photography business which I set up not long ago, not getting much business and I am still learning from it at the moment (needs work), it's just something on the side really, check it out if anyone is interested.
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