Hello Dutchess, and the warmest of welcomes back to WAB.
Along with everyone, I am very sorry to hear of your situation, but rest assured, you will get through this - so stay determined, and focus on the future and the positive things to come.
You have many friends on WAB, and we're always here for you. Well - at least when our computers are switched on

(I told you in one of my first posts on WAB that I had a bad sense of humour

).
As they say around these parts -"Keep your chin up".
Look forward to seeing you posting again.
Best regards
Mike.
PS: When are you going to put your rabbit avatar back up?
We can't have the Dutchess as some anonymous question mark now can we, it just ain't right.