Thanks Dave, I can justify that early night at least. I shan't buy any more clothes, and at least if I'm in Knightsbridge I've got an excuse to really (naughtily

) spend money in Harrods

I have to look at the whole thing as an experience and take it from there- I'm not worried about not getting in at all, that sort of thing doesn't phase me on a massive scale like this. I don't know why I got all anxious about it, but I feel much better now. I also just had a very satisfying moment in which I remembered that I have an incredible passion for Wildlife, and if I'm unsuccessful in this competition, there will be more- and perhaps a career in it somewhere down the line. Ok, off on a tangent but it's all relative, sort of.
So have a Mrs. Fish cake yourself for being so supportive

and another for being a good friend


I'd let you have another, but I've heard there are calories in those
Thanks mate