[NickCantle]

For some reason, I'm feeling really upset and anxious at the thought of actually entering this competition. I can't really afford to be paying to go to London (Ok, only £40, but that's a lot when you're saving for a flat) but I've just bought my ticket, I don't know what to wear (no doubt have to buy more clothes, which is more expense) and I'm not even so sure about the competition. I've seen the competition itself described as an 'X-Factor Style' Wildlife show, which makes me feel very depressed about it to be honest. I feel a little uneasy about it